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Love and hate

They are both tied into fate

My heart is in pain

Was it all a big mistake

I dunno whether to be sad

Or to be mad

But I'm drunk

And I'm glad

I feel no pain

I'm going insane

Nothing is clear

I see a broken mirror

My nightmare is a reality

I opened my eyes and now i see

Why i fear my destiny

Empty bottles are all i find

I'm going insane

Trapt in my own mind

Everything was crystal clear

I don't know what i did wrong

Now i sit in this drunken fear

Why was i even trying

Now I'm sitting in the dark crying

Drinking away my sorrow

Drinking away my heartache

Knowing it will be back tomorrow

I dwell in the past

Why didn't the best of it last

It wont stop haunting

Why does it have to follow

Now i sit in this drunken sorrow

Red and Black

Are one in the same

One brings darkness

The other brings pain

Both considered sad

Both drive a person mad

One the color of blood

the one that fills the void

The other the color of darkness

the one that fills my mind

One the color of blood that spills from my vains

The other the color I see as I scream in pain.

Now this blood it fills my lungs

Screaming agony in silent tongues

I'm shattering with no known voice

Blankness all around

Blood red tears of lonliness

With only a silent sound

Filled with constant darkness

the black overtakes

aching for the sweet relief

the flow of red will make

to make the red flow

it takes just one swift move

across the wrist

through the old groove

Scared and Broken

The Fears never Spoken

That all drip away

When the Rope starts to Fray

My life is in a state of the Insane

The blood flows

Yet I feel no pain

My Blood flows like the rain

Someday you suffer the torment

But now my blood soaks the cement

Where i lay cold, and dead-like.

Letting the blow flow through the cracks

Leaking through heaven, Pouring down on me.

Nothing is as it seems

Drift away into your nocturnal dream

An empty shell is what I've become

Hated by most

Loved by some

Drift off into the silence that is my mind

An empty love that is so blind

Drift off into the world we live in

Children born in dying sin

Enter the empty shell that is me

Then maybe my pain you can see

Close your eyes and start to weep

Close your eyes and fall asleep

Dream of you

Dream of me

That's the only way we will ever be

I am the one who chose my path

Now I feel the aftermath

Can you see deep beneath my skin

Can you see my soul dying deep within

Hear me scream inside my mind

Eternal pain is what you will find

I never thought I would ever fall

You just sat there and watched it all

I am alive yet I am still dying

My eyes are dry

Yet I am still crying

My pain isn't what it may seem

Let me die in my eternal dream

Where are you

When I need you the most

Vanish into thin air

When I feel like a ghost

Where has my life been taken

The lord has deemed me forsaken

I wish I could go to sleep

NEVER TO AWAKEN!

So I bottle everything far away

Hope nobody can see

Alone I stay

So just leave me BE!

Everyone tries to help

They all try to guide

still none in which I confide

They all look at me as if I have a disease

So I'm a Ghost

To keep my mind at ease

Soon my forsaken soul

The devil will cease

Till then...

I'm just a ghost!